‘I’m pretty good, can’t complain’ is a common response to the stock question of ‘How are you doing?’ to which some jokingly respond ‘Well, that’s good because no one cares anyway’.
Complaining or venting is something we all do in varying degrees. There may be some real health benefit to airing out your feelings or getting a second opinion. It is an act that connects you in a relatable way with your friends and family. We all have our stuff and need to let it out.
One of the cornerstones of all good relationships is being there for the other person and one of the many ways this presents itself is allowing the other person to bitch and moan about their lives for things that can be either petty or pivotal.
Gained twenty pounds? Tell me more. Your grandma died? Go ahead. It runs the gamut.
Other people though just dwell in the misery and love to grumble about every mishap in their lives and turn the most minor inconvenience, like the waiter messing up their order (which is VERY annoying btw), into a full-blown dissertation on the unfair ways of the world.
I consider myself to be an optimistic realist meaning that I like to approach life in a positive, hopeful way because I’m excited about the possibilities, but I also believe in having a sense of realism and seeing things for what they are. Circumstances can change, but in this moment – it is what it is.
But what really is a problem?
I grew up in a nice neighborhood in Westchester, NY with essentially everything I needed and didn’t want for much either. I got a car at seventeen, had a party bus for my 18th birthday, went to an insanely overpriced private college in Connecticut and had a surplus of other moments in time that showed how privileged I was/am. If you can believe it, we weren’t even close to the top of the food chain in my area.
On the flipside, my family dealt with addiction issues that had many unpleasant side effects, I developed a time-consuming and draining, occasionally debilitating case of anxiety that presented it in numerous ways and had to come to terms with being a gay man, which caused mental friction for some time.
However, I don’t look at those three things as a reason to feel sorry for myself or nitpick when there is so much going on in the world that is worse. I have had and still have it SO GOOD in this life.
My brother will also contend that we’re still allowed to complain about our problems regardless of the severity and sure, we are, but when you compare people fleeing from war-torn countries and the concept of the washing machine being broken, it’s laughable.
In recent weeks, I have been following two countries warring and caught two eye-opening documentaries, all of which made me think about the concepts of perspective, gratitude and checking ourselves when we get caught up in self-pity.
The ongoing conflict between Russia and Ukraine that has been inescapable on our TVs, social media feeds and in constant conversations is the dictionary definition of devastating (Alliteration is fun!)
The concept of American ignorance is spoken about often and has become more present during this time. So much goes on outside of our fifty states than a majority of the population gives any time, energy or consciousness to.
It’s easy when a crisis is outside your atmosphere to feel an empathetic sadness for others and then go about your day like nothing happened. But seeing the daily, graphic visuals of dead bodies, destroyed buildings, crying children and airstrikes is sobering and resonates more deeply.
The thought of having no sense of safety about what could happen at any minute during the throes of war, rapidly collecting some belongings, fleeing from your homeland and the life you’ve built and being uncertain if you will be alive at day’s end is jolting to put it lightly.
As of today (March 29th) 10 million Ukrainians have fled from their homes and just under 4 million have fled from the country.
The world is trying to assist these refugees, place sanctions on Russia and figure out the next steps that avoid the oncoming third world war very delicately. It is a truly touch and go situation.
A situation like this will make you feel grateful, keep perspective on the truly important matters and be mindful of what deserves your attention and what does not. The Wi-Fi coming in and out or the microwave being on the fritz again are frustrating moments, but probably not reasons to whine about life being so hard.
Coincidentally speaking of Russia, I stumbled across a short documentary on the village of Yakutia, located in the Russian Far East, which is known as the ‘coldest village on Earth’.
Children are required to go to school if it’s warmer than -50 Celsius or about -55 Fahrenheit (and here I am sighing because it was about 20 degrees today on my daily walk).
Wood is needed to keep the fire going 9 months out of the year and it’s essentially impossible to harvest fruits and vegetables, but most men in the village are skilled at fishing, hunting and other agricultural needs, which provide some sustainability.
These are a people that have adapted to living in year-round subzero temperatures and a place where frostbite symptoms can occur within 10 minutes of being outdoors without the proper coverage.
Furthermore, there are NO INDOOR TOILETS. The residents have to rely on outhouses. This blew my mind.
I relay all this information to illustrate the point of what many of us would consider living in less than ideal conditions.
Can you imagine waking up at 3am to take a piss and you have to go outside in the -50 degree weather? I would probably choose to wet the bed and roll around in it than make that arctic trek.
Living in New York, we get all four seasons and annually deal with some fierce heat waves and inconvenient snowstorms, but it’s really not that bad.
Granted, climate change is very real and it is well known we are already started to see the shifting patterns of more widespread wildfires, earthquakes, floods, tornadoes and distorted seasons.
Currently at the end of March, the weather has been fluctuating and I cannot wait for it is be consistently warm enough for me to run around in a t-shirt. But upon seeing this documentary on Yakutia, my eyes were opened to just have lucky I am to have hit the geographic jackpot in many ways living in the northeast.
Another documentary that I came across in this past weekend session on the couch with my Tito’s beverage was Lead Me Home, a neatly-packaged 40 minute expose about the raging homelessness epidemic on the west coast.
Homelessness is nothing new. With somewhere under 600,000 people on the streets in America, we are accustomed to seeing destitute folks in all different shapes and sizes. Walking the streets of any major city, we have all seen – and probably judged – some of these men and women that have fallen into unfortunate conditions.
Many close-minded individuals argue that the homeless are lazy, drug addicts or just a product of making the wrong decisions in their lives and therefore, it’s not anyone else’s problem to solve or assist.
However, the two main causes of widespread homelessness are high housing costs and poverty. Now more than ever, in 2022, we can all relate to the idea of high costs in every area of our lives.
From groceries to gas to rent to virtually anything under the sun, that $100 is not stretching the way it used to. If I don’t have any pressing reason to leave the house during these last couple of years, I don’t.
Lead Me Home emphasizes the state of affairs of individuals and how their poverty came to be, from mental health problems to a string of unfortunate events to yes, drug use, to general mistreatment based on class, race and gender and the list goes on.
Even some of those living in shelters with a steady place to sleep at night cannot overcome the rising costs of living and it becomes a vicious cycle that they cannot get out of.
If you’re familiar with Orange Is the New Black, fan favorite Taystee purposely committed a petty crime to return to the stability being in jail provided because finding living arrangements and making ends meet after incarceration felt insurmountable.
Art has never imitated life in such a simple, but telling manner.
This documentary also focuses on the battle between stable members of these communities and the displaced. People want to be free of the potential violence, excessive litter and rampant drug use in their backyards where their children are playing and growing, but what about other people that are in need?
It’s the ultimate crossroads between human decency and self-interest.
As one mother with two kids asks, ‘What is an immediate concern? Your child eating tonight or the rent that’s due in two weeks?’
That question alone shines a bright light on the levels of hardship in this world. A mother choosing to not allow her children to starve over instead of a roof over their heads is, in actuality, a bigger problem than most of us face every day.
We, as humans, are concerned about ourselves first and foremost. We will make sacrifices for our partners, children and close loved ones, but outside of that, it seems there’s a ‘fend for yourself’ mentality.
Now, more than ever, that concept rings true.
In a pandemic-torn world, with a potential third world war looming, rising inflation, scarcity of goods and other epidemics, like climate change-related catastrophes and widespread poverty, many of us are finding it hard to get by mentally, physically and financially.
What is a problem?
That’s a question worth asking ourselves. It’s all a matter of perception and privilege.
Yes, no matter our surroundings and status in this word, there are dilemmas to be found. There’s no denying that and it’s not fair to discount our feelings. We are people too, after all.
There is again, real benefit for the health of our mind and body to acknowledge our problems and allow ourselves the space to lament about them – whether in a journal, in therapy, to a friend and so on.
But knowing how much higher our baseline is for what we consider to be a ‘problem’ in comparison to someone escaping their country as bombs are dropping or someone soliciting sex to strangers so her children can eat tonight should be enough to keep the outlook on moving forward with more awareness.
So, next time the barista at Starbucks gets that Chai latte wrong or the HBO Max is acting up AGAIN (I mean it really is ridiculous), take a breath and smile.